in love...

ive been in love with the same person for 10 years... just recently he told me he started seeing someone new...  why did i feel my heart just break.  I should be use to it... thats the reason i know we couldnt have been together.

Going out with friends is fun and it almost took my mind off of things... almost took my mind off of not being able to be where i wanted to be and who i wanted to be with. Im still a little mad about that. as much as I put him first... something comes up and he cant do the same for me. I knew that it was only a matter of time.

If he had said the words that i needed to hear the situaltion would be different.  part of me is still waiting to hear those words.